After two days of not sleeping at all I woke up from a half an hour nap and got really angry. I was done with the fear and cast it off. Because it is written that God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power hope and a sound mind! Well I've been being the victim too long, letting fear have a hold on me. So I woke up and said NO MORE! Every time a fear thought or worry thought entered my mind I yelled in my head. I do not have to fear. I'm done. Fear cannot hurt me, Satan cannot hurt me, and God is my shield and strength. The event of fear is over. God has shown me many things through this whole experience. Things I am grateful for because I realized I was drawing away from Him. So now the time of mourning is over and a time of thanksgiving has started.
Praise the Lord for He has set me free!